New Year's resolutions are for losers. And hey, I made one anyhow: draw moar (and be more serious about it, too.)
I'm not so down anymore so I am just going to mention everything I've been doing because I can I guess (hey keeping a journal suddenly doesn't seem as stupid as I used to think it was.)
Had a chance to hang out with one of my best friends and his girl this new year's and instead I stayed home and watched The Walking Dead season 3 marathon. No regrets.
Beat ACII too and I am pretty much daunted by the time I'd have to spend catching up on the stupid story. Will probably just buy ACIII when it is down to $20 or so because I am poor just so I can assassinate George Washington and feel good about myself. I don't even know when I started liking violence in my entertainment. I used to be the sweetest kid (though I wasn't much bothered by animal violence or surgery videos or whatever.) I'm pretty much a product of my violence-desensitized culture (though to be fair I'm not afraid of actual human bodies either.) Back to AC, I will be all over Watch Dogs when that comes out because it just looks amazing to me. I think I just love actual stealth games. And uh, murder in my games.
I still want to do comics and I am years and years away from being able to do what I'd like but hey, I don't mind. Today I did
artists.pixelovely.com/practic… until my arm hurt and then I took a break and went back and did it again until my arm hurt again. I feel pretty productive. Maybe it will help me ease into life drawing class in a couple of weeks. Anyone who doesn't take life drawing, check that out if you're serious. Or I don't know, maybe it's really not even nearly as awesome as a life drawing class. I've never taken life drawing. Feels like learning though.
On a more serious but still unimportant note, I have to be up in a few hours but I've drunk too much caffeine to sleep now anyway. Why? Gonna talk to my only grandmother who lives around here after a few years of not seeing her for reasons I don't feel like mentioning. I think it will be interesting because the last time I talked to her, I wasn't a guy. She is some way into her 70s so I don't expect her to understand. She is the kind of woman who pretends she did not hear you in order to avoid talking about things but I think she will have a very hard time pretending that I don't exist. XD
A year ago or so I would have thought that this would be extremely uncomfortable but since then I have become a lot more comfortable in my own skin so I think that at worst, it will only be entertaining. At best, heartwarming. Nothing she can say will make me change my mind about any of this.
I'm just all over the place today. Because you have to start somewhere, I am going to try to draw my DnD character's backstory into a comic (probably ten times more entertaining than any wall of text I could offer my partymates) and see how that goes. Maybe I'll upload it and maybe I won't, but I will definitely draw it. I don't upload a whole lot of what I draw because of the effort it takes.
Oh yeah I bought this and I'm waiting for it to ship.
tinyurl.com/ax5m4j7 Maybe I'll hurt my back/neck/arm less while I draw or maybe I'll just have a really fancy waste of money in my room. Either way it is shiny and hey, who doesn't love shiny things? It is our nature.
Okay that's all of it. Thanks internet; you've been a great audience.